Alright guys, little update on things and some fun info.

Roxas Revival?:
I'll be re-doing a lot of Roxas, I'll be making a new cloak, repainting my Oathkeeper keyblade, and ordering a darker and more dirty blond wig and style it to Roxas's exact hair like always.
This will possibly all happen after Christmas. As it is, once I get these adjustments made, I shall have put full potential into my Roxas cosplay, me and my good friend Amanda will be cosplaying as Roxas and Xion for possibly one day at Anime North, what ever day I'm not going as Nightmare.

Selling:
Most of you are probably only reading my journal for this info, but yes I kid you not, I shall be selling something in my eyes, that is quite valuable. At one point I shall be selling my Roxas wig *Blond version*
There's nothing wrong with it, just since my skin tone is darker then normal, a light blond wig throws of my appearance as Roxas, so I'll be getting a dirtier blond wig for my cosplay. I would sell the wig around $70 (THIS IS AROUND, PRICE CAN EITHER BE HIGHER OR LOWER THEN THIS PRICE SPECIFIED)
I'm also only selling it to people in Canada *possibility of selling to States*, just never liked dealing with shipping >_>

Meh:
It's 2:42 AM right now, and I beat Kingdom Hearts 358/2 days a bit while back, and I know this sounds stupid but I can't help but be jealous of it. Just for the sign of true friendship they showed in the game despite a lack of heart. It's a stupid topic to get into I know, but it's just been bothering me lately >_>.

Either way, tomorrow I get started on cutting out Soul Edge for my Nightmare Cosplay.
I only have three cosplays now in my books, Yuri Lowell from Tales of Vesperia, Roxas from Kingdom Hearts, and soon to be Nightmare from Soul Calibur 4.
These are also my only cosplays >_>, past this, no more will be done.

Sorry for the lame update, I'm tired, and it's better then none.
As usual, thank you all my watchers, and take care.
Now if you don't mind.
I need some f**king sleep.
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[My Decision]

So guys.. The moment you've been waiting for.
My last journal was irrational, and now I'm posting up a journal with my full future plans and what I will do with my cosplay days.

I'm sticking with leaving cosplay, but not without one final go away.
I'm cosplaying one more thing before leaving cosplaying at Canadian cons, I might attend Montreal Photoshoots when the time is around, or me and my friend would do his idea by attending cons in the states.

My final cosplay is Nightmare, the Soul Calibur 4 version.
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I'm going to be cosplaying this along with a good friend of mine going as Tira *Soul Calibur 4 Version as well*

I will keep my DA, and keep up my prop making, but I'm not going to keep up cosplaying after this, what I might do, is if this cosplay can convince me enough to change my mind about cons, and if my friends don't follow the same path I'm wanting to take, there may be a chance for me cosplaying once more, but not till things get better.

This is my victory run guys, and Anime North of 2010 may be my final day of cosplaying, over this whole year, I'll be making this cosplay, though my funds are a little short, I'll pull through some how..

Wish me luck guys, I'm not revealing what materials I'm using, nor my method with this material, meaning this armor will be a complete surprise to you guys. And I will be giving myself a bit of a height boost for this cosplay, meaning I'll be a giant in it.

Wish me luck I guess.. And thank you for all the comments of support, you guys are the best, and as I said to mostly all of you, my decisions will make you guys happy as well as myself. Thank you..

"I can still remember
The words and what they meant
As we etched them with our fingers
In years of wet cement
The days blurred into each other
Though everything seemed clear
We cruised along at half speed..
But then we shifted gears

We ran like vampires from a thousand burning sons
But even then we should have stayed

But we ran away-
Now all my friends gone..
Maybe we’ve outgrown all the things that we once loved..
Runaway-
But what are we running from?
A show of hands from those in this audience of one
Where have they gone..?

Identities assume us,
As nine and five add up
Synchronizing watches
To the seconds that we lost
I looked up and saw you
I know that you saw me
We froze but for a moment-
In empathy

I brought down the sky for you but all you did was shrug
You gave my emptiness away-

But you ranaway-
Now all my friends gone..
Maybe we’ve outgrown all the things that we once loved..
Runaway-
But what are we running from?
A show of hands from those in this audience of one
Where have they gone..?

We’re all ok, until the day we’re not
The surface shines, while the inside rots
We raced the sunset and we almost won
We slammed the brakes, but the wheels went on-

We ran away-
Now all my friends gone...
Maybe we’ve outgrown all the things that we once loved..
Runaway-
But what are we running from?
A show of hands from those in this audience of one
Where have they gone...?"